wednesday night i TOTALLY had to go grocery shopping. i hadn't really been since i got back. i went twice but just got a few things that i needed then. but since the weekend i had even been out of toilet paper and used papertowels instead so i just had to go. no fun with the bike really. i ended up with a bad in the basket, two bags hanging from the handle bars and the toilet paper on the back. fun ride home and fun carrying all the crap up to the third floor. but at least i have enough stuff for a while now..

last night i didn't do anything really. i just have no drive to do anything these days. and by anything i mean even call people or be social at all really. i went to bed fairly early around 11.30 p.m. and slept kinda late today. i feel like i could sleep all the time right now. blah. i called C when i woke up in the middle of the night. he has his doctor's appointment today and will (hopefully) find out what's next. physical therapy hasn't helped a bit over the last two months and so i hope the doctor will come up with the next step. even if that means surgery. i know he's not very excited about having his back cut open but if that's the only thing that helps.. so i hope he'll know more tonight when i talk to him. i'll go over to nina's later on just to hang out. and then tomorrow i have to get up early because we're gonna do some more wedding-dress-shopping with betti. the wedding is on may 6th/7th and it's getting pretty exciting. after all, she's the first of "the girls" to get married so we're all "virgins" when it comes to planning and all that stuff. also, i'm SO gonna loose loads of weight until then! most definetely. i can't let all the frustration get on my fat ass again because that doesn't make the frustration any better..

what else.. well, i'm looking into costumes for carnival right now. i don't know exactly what i'm gonna do yet but i have my eyes on a fun "pippi langstrumpf"-outfit on ebay. i'd love that so cross your finders for me to get it real cheap! i'm really looking forward to carnival. it's so awesome because this year my birthday is on "rosenmontag" and also the superbowl is on february 6th. that means here it's also on my birthday because we're a few hours ahead. it should be fun. i mean, it always is and it'll be great to see all those guys again.

okay now, i hope you have fun plans for the weekend. or none if you just feel like it. have a good one anyhow and "i'll be back" ;o)