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2004-10-22 * 3:44 p.m.

another weekend - 50 days to go
i never went to the party. for the first time since '98 i was in town, not sick or otherwise withheld and still didn't go. i just wasn't in a party mood and honestly, i think i didn't wanna miss C's call and finally hear how things went and how he was. so i stayed home, watched some TV and took a hot bubble bath with my very cheesy, romantic book ("the notebook" by n. sparks) which i have read before and C doesn't like.. he thinks i read too much of that romantic crap and is probably afraid that i want all the lovin', attention and romance from my man as well. which i do, of course. but i know it's unreal and won't happen..

anyway, guess what - he never called. and you know what? it only makes me a little mad these days. i've gotten used to it i guess. as sad as that is.. 'cause when you think about it, it's so careless, rude and unbelieveable that he doesn't call to give me the 2 minute report on how things went and the "i'm all right" i need to sleep well. after the amount of worrying i have done.. *ahrrg* i can't believe this man. so of course i called when i woke up in the middle of the night. everything went smooth. better than the last time. he didn't feel that sick all day and was only a little sore yesterday. i was so mad.. i mean, i'm really glad he's all right but i can't believe he's seriously all like "baby, i pretty much slept the whole time, turned down the ringer and didn't talk to anyone". seriously. he drives me nuts! but enough of that.

my tax return = a joke. i get back 11,58 euro. the appointment cost 10 euro and the stamp to send the stuff will cost 1,44 euro. so i make 0,14 euro. this is so funny.. oh well, maybe she did something wrong and i'll get back a fortune.. *dreams* lukas is gonna stay with me tonight so i won't do anything. probably watch a kids-movie (JAY!) and get up early tomorrow morning. that kid gets up at 7.30 in the morning even when you keep him awake until midnight. seriously.. but he's all excited about sleeping in the new apartment for the first time ;o) i have some translating for a webpage to do on the weekend and then i planned on carving a pumpkin. i did that the last years as well and usually made some pumpkin-bread. and i didn't wanna do it before 'cause i want it to still look nice for the party next weekend. so that's my weekend - besides the regular cleaning, washing, shopping that needs to be done. dude, i sound like a boring housewife. enough - will go now. have a good weekend everyone..