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i did my hair this morning with no help (duh) and it ended up looking a lot better than when the chick did it yesterday. i'm just not a fan of putting a lot of crap like wax, mousse... in my hair. so i just blow-dried it and now it actually looks kinda like meg ryan in "city of angels". just not curly. a little like here. not that i look anything like her *sighs* - just so you get an idea of how short it is. okay, maybe the aspirin-ibuprofen-cocktail i've been taking for the neck-pain-headache-combination of the last four days makes my sight a little blurry ;o) but i think it does look a little bit like that.. but even if it doesn't - i'm not that whiny about my hair. it's too short now. so what - it'll grow again. and i still like it better than the long ;o) and as i said, there's about two more months for it to grow before i see C. we're gonna have a "talk" tonight and hopefully come up with some decision after that. i'm almost more excited about him coming now than i'd be with me going there. but i know chances that i have to go are bigger than the other way around. we'll just see and i seriously don't care where we are, as long as we are there together..
i bought an ABC-pflaster last night to put on my tense neck. it's like a big bandaid with some sort of creme on it that's supposed to relax your muscles. dude, that thing makes the skin get so hot, you totally just FORGET about the pain from the tension. i thought someone was burning me with open fire or something. and the skin around the bandaid was dark red.. jeeesh, i couldn't even lean back at the couch because that pressure and warmth would make it even worse. the pain lasted for about an hour and was bad. but then - it totally helped and my neck/shoulder-area has been a lot better today. i think i'm gonna use another one tonight. even though just the thought of the pain gives me goosebumps..
talking of "home" - i will go now. i'm hungry and my neck hurts. thank god the head is better though.. now, i still better get off this computer and away from the monitor and home to my bubble-bath that i deserve so much ;o). and to the phonecall from the man that's hopefully gonna "clear things up". hope you all had a great tuesday ;o)