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2004-09-30 * 9:23 a.m.

light at the end.. (that's apartmentwise)
i'm released from the old place. it's a bummer that i ended up almost hating it -
after all, it was my first own apartment and i had awesome times there. and bad times as well. it was all mine and i absolutely loved it! but i'm so glad now that i gave up the keys and the responsibility for it last night. she didn't bitch about the paint-job at all (hope there's no bitchin' later when she sees it in the day-light ;o)) and liked the whole place. she better - after all, i had been scrubbing it down real good (we had gotten paint all over the hardwood-floors..) and when she got it, it was clean, people!

i got a little bit done in the new place as well. at least the hallway is "getting there" and you can walk through without having to step over sh**loads of my crap.. and the living room and kitchen are all right. at least you can sit in the living room and relax a little bit. great thing is that i only have 3 programs on TV right now, cause the cable-guy hasn't gotten around to fixing my cable up yet. i'm telling you. that sucks. even though i really didn't have a lotta time to watch anyways, but it's nice for an hour before you go to bed to relax. and those three programs pretty much suck.. so i hope he'll call soon and get it done. the bedroom is still far from cosy and comfortable, but at least i don't have any pressure any more and can just do whatever i feel like doing.

last night i took my first bath in the new bathroom. i have a window in there now and it's a little bigger than the old one. i light candles, put on the "norah jones"-CD and took my book. hmmmm - that was just what stinky me and my sore body needed ;o)
i pretty much cuddled up in bed afterwards and read a little more.

i talked to C before i went to sleep. he's so frustrated and hurting that it gives me almost physical pain myself just to hear his voice like that. not exactly great news and it looks like i'm gonna go for christmas. maybe for four weeks or so - which means at least another two months to wait..