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2004-08-17 * 12:03 p.m.

how one call can make things all right
he called. while i was at my sister's. and when i called back i only got the AM. crap. but i called him when i woke up (only once last night!) and we talked. he went to file the report for worker's comp and to see a doctor yesterday. he's taking some medicine + is getting physical therapy again. and we finally, for my sanity's sake, set somewhat of a deadline, at what point we'll decide what's next as opposed to just waiting forever. we will, however, wait four weeks and see how the medication works and if by that time it still doesn't look like he'll be able to come any time soon, i'm gonna go for thanksgiving and maybe stay for the holidays.

i know that's still three months to go. but just making that decision and knowing that in the very worst case i will see him in three months, already makes me feel a lot better. i have something to hold on to. which is what i need. and i'll be really busy until then anyways with a project at work, moving and carmen & corey coming in october. he sounded confident about the new medication last night so what we need now is all the finger-crossing we can get from you guys. and about the leave-me-alone-phases C has: if as a result to the guilt towards me for not wanting to talk, he starts to move and do something, i can live with the lack of sleep every few weeks ;o)

thank you all for being there, listening to my whining and ... you know!