on saturday i went shopping with maren and actually bought clothing, too. naturally two pairs of summershoes and - who would have thought - a pair of pants. you know, shoes are just never a problem because i have a pretty normal shoe-size. but the pants.. so these ones are nice ones. linnen. and not black. it was almost fun. although the light and the mirrors in the H&M changing-rooms make me wonder how they ever sell stuff that's not covering up as much as possible. like underwear or bikinis, shorts and skirts. NO WAY! i feel like i will never show any more of my body than hands, feet and head ever again after i've been in there. sometimes even think about covering up the head as well...

so fitting my loosing-weight-and-getting-in-shape-plans we went out to have cocktails saturday night. you know, lots of fruit in the cocktails and stuff.. well, after three of them happy-hour-half-price cocktails, maren and i decided to join the guys and go with them to this club we haven't been to before. you have to know that this place is known to be like "30-up" so we just never thought about going there really (not 30 yet!). and now that we've been there we probably won't go back for let's say about 20 years. marc described the crowd there as follows: "lost existences".

it was really depressing. a nothing but watch-out for a potential spouse/fuck/whatever. even people that were there in groups of 2 or more wouldn't talk to one another 'cause they were too busy checking out.. really kinda sad. and i feel blessed for having found the love of my life already! love you babe!

now, i ended up being home around four in the morning so that pretty much made my sunday. being my age i need at least one day to recuperate after drinking and dancing until 4 in the morning. hopefully the dancing was enough a workout to make up for the cocktails and beers i had.. so i slept late and hung on the couch the rest of the day.

and before i forget: michi and i went and watched something's gotta give yesterday and i swear i almost peed my pants from laughing so hard. i think i'm totally in love with jack nicholson. now that i think about it, i've probably been in love with im for a while (i've always had a thing for older men). ever since "as good as it gets" 1997 and then of course "about schmidt" and so not to forget "anger management" last year. you should see the grin on my face just from thinking about those movies..