didn't do shit on saturday. i finally managed to go to the city to shop so late that most of the stores i was gonna go to had closed by the time i got there. which didn't exactly cheer me up... so i ended up having a really crappy day and evening. i didn't even join the other guys for the easter fire. i hate myself when i'm depressed like that - which doesn't cheer one up either, does it? had a long talk with nina on sunday which was nice and she was just great and made me feel better. so i'm all right i guess.. not back to normal feeling like partying and going out but - on the way. and i am really looking forward to my trip to duesseldorf next weekend. i'll finally after what seems like forever have some time with pia and if i manage to do so timewise i will stop by and see steffi & colman who just had their second son three weeks ago. and -- the weather is supposed to get better so chances for me to get better as well are great!