no, just joking. i really don't have a problem with my 26. kinda like it. sounds so grown-up. don't you think? anyway - last nigth the party was really good. there were so many great and nice and sweet people who wanted to celebrate with me :o) THANKS everyone!!! i wasn't home too late and i was almost at work in time this morning ... it's pretty melow today anyways. i'm tired and slow and not very motivated. but we'll have birthday cake in a little bit and around 5 michi's gonna pick me up to get the beer for the party tomorrow with me. don't know what else is gonna happen today. i suppose nina, betti and maren will stop by tonight but to be honest - i'm pretty tired and tomorrow is gonna be a long day so i really don't mind not to have the big celebration going on today ...

but what i DO mind is that my sweetheart is not here with me! i talked to him last night when i got home and i will talk to him again later today but i want HUGS and KISSES!!! i just hope he'll work things out and we'll be together again soon. it is so good to just talk to him on the phone when i don't feel good - which happens quite a bit these days - and i know he would make things so much easier if he'd just be here with me!!! but that's nothing new for you now, is it?

i should get back to work for a little bit and then i will make tea and start the cake-thing ... ;o) PS: just read the whole thing again - sorry about me sounding like i really don't know this language - i guess i'm just really tired .... and i hope you understand what i'm trying to say anyway ;o)