i got to fort wayne last night and this is where we will spend christmas. it's really nice to be here with chris' family. although i am a little worried when i think about christmas and it's really not gonna be easy this year, this is probably the best place for me to be right now! we'll go and do a little christmas shopping in a little bit so i won't be able to update you about the last few days. but i'm sure i will find the time one of these days ...

so far i'm doing okay and we all know - "what doesn't kill us is making us ..."

have a great christmas now and i hope to hear from you all!