man, was i feeling bad a couple of days ago. but i got »rescue-drops« from one of my moms friends and i have been feeling better the last two days or so. i mean i am still a nervous wreck and i could start crying with no reason all day, but hopefully that'll get better after wednesday, noon!!!

the plan now is to hammer all the rest into my head today and tomorrow, kinda go through it easily monday morning again and then miriam and i are gonna meet to go for a long walk and maybe have a coffee some place monday afternoon. that way we want to give our brains the opportunity to sort all the information and get back in order after being abused for quite a while. and we hope it won't let us down on tuesday and wednesday ...

okay now - nothing else to tell you since the stupid finals are all my thinking's spinning around right now. besides the fact that i miss chris like crazy and it's killing me that i can't even talk to him every day any more (not even close) because he's working so much ... but only 16 days until i get to see him again! man, i can't wait!

okay now, i'll get back to tell you how things went - latest! ;o)