actually i'm getting more and more relaxed. pretty scary, to be honest. might be the fact that my cold is slowly getting better and i talked to a friend on sunday who took her finals in mai. she is the same study-type as me and she said she started a week before to seriously study, too. and - she passed with a C. which is all i want. so i am studying but i still do other things, too. like i went to the city yesterday with anne (who's, by the way, supposed to study, too) and we got new cellphones because we resigned our contracts ... so i have a new cute little cellphone now that i like ;o). and i had to figure out how the thing works, of course, so i didn't study too hard yesterday. now i did a little bit in the morning today (like an hour or so) and then i started to clean the appartement and decorate it christmassy. i even washed the windows ... now i just sat down to check my email really quick and i think marco has sent me pictures from saturdays party. so i suppose i HAVE to put those on my site now before i get back to my books ...

okay, just wanted to tell you all that i don't hate my life that much any more and that everything is gonna be okay in 9 days when i will probably be drunk at this time ;o)