i didn't work at banane yesterday because i spent the day at a printer's. that was really interesting. everybody was really nice and explained every single detail about the different printing techniques and the machines to me. it's so much easier to learn and understand by seeing things (at least for me it is ...). i was done there in the early afternoon and since i had a car i took the chance to go to the »weserpark« (a mall here in bremen) until i went to pick up michi from work. it was kinda cool to walk around by myself and check out everything i wanted for as long as i wanted without anybody being bored. but guess what - i didn't by anything ... whenever i saw something i liked i thought about that i would be in the states in just a few weeks and that i would probably find things cheaper and cooler there. so i didn't spend any money ... ;o)

man, i talked to chris last night and he told me who was all gonna be there for christmas. quite a few people actually. and i don't know anybody besides chris (well, him i know pretty good, but ...) and i'm getting really nervous. i just hope i'll be okay and not ruin the evening for everybody. i totally have to keep myself together. because when i think about christmas right now, i wish i could fly to the moon or something and come back after the 27th ... it's gonna be pretty bad for me and when i'm honest i'm really scared ... but, what do i always say? »was uns nicht umbringt, macht uns stärker ...« and you know: »supergirls don't cry ;o)« and this christmas will be over eventually, too ............

should get back to work.