first of all i did find shoes. really nice black leather high boots with a leg almost up to the knee so i can still wear my denim-skirt ... and only 50 euro, so not too bad. after the city we went home and miriam and i went to the grocery store. of course we cought the five minutes where the rain was worse than all day before and after that. but we had to go in order to be back for dawson's creek ... lucky us - we got maren's car. so we bought "lecker" stuff for dinner and strawberry-limes. don't know if you know that, but it's a great drink made of strawberrys and vodka. a little thick and really yummi!!! after dawson's creek i went to check on the cat at my sister's cause she is gone for the weekend. well, around 9pm everybody met at my place to pre-party and my little livingroom was packed - i love it. anyways, we hung out here for a couple of hours and then we went to the "modernes" (club here in bremen) around midnight. it was nice to be there again. i hadn't been for a while and it was nice to see a lot of people again. since frank (my former and favorite neighbour) was working we (pia and i) got most of our drinks for free. and miriam got along really good with tim's friend from muenster. those two had quite a few shots of "sambuca" (bah!) and while we were dancing most of the time drinking desperados miriam got really drunk standing at the bar with andree (the guy from muenster). the consequence was that she had to go home around 2:30 already with a couple of my friends who gave her a ride back to my place and made sure she got in the appartement save ... me and a few other friends stayed for another hour or so and took a taxi home. pia stayed at my place where miriam was already sleeping when we got back, too. good thing bettina has a spare key to my appartement because miriam would have never heard the doorbell - she was in dreamland pretty far away ... well, she felt really bad today and just left to go back to hamburg. i feel okay ...

we originally planned to get a few furniture out of my mom's place today because my brother has a trailer for the weekend. he hasn't called yet and i'm not exactly in the condition to move furniture and boxes from one appartement to the next anyways ... so i kinda hope he'll be back too late to start, even though i know we have to do it some time ... i just don't feel like it. but i don't think i'll feel more like doing that any other day so we migth as well get it over with!

oh well, i think i'll probably take a long, hot bubble-bath now and after that things are gonna look a lot different to what they look like now ...

did i mention that i miss chris a lot! i do!!!