i GOT a cold in duesseldorf. but fortunately it's not getting too bad and i'm feeling okay. i have a lot to do at work right now and i know that's just the beginning of a few stressful months ...

i just found out that i can't go to usa for more than three weeks and not for four weeks like i planned, because i don't have enough vacation left for this year ... but i guess three weeks are better than nothing ... and at least i will have the money to pay for the ticket for sure now and that's really cool! i can't wait! the next three months are probably gonna be the longest three months ever for me. and i miss chris so much. this whole talking on the phone thing is better than nothing but just not really enough ..... but i suppose i'll survive ...